today went to my xiao mei house... thought of helping her but

in the end become worse... haiz... so sorry le xiao mei... can see

u really disappointed even though u put up a happy face n say

u aint quite like the house model anyway also... damn gulity la can... no face

see u again la... haiz... i decided not to help people anymore la...

yue ban yue mang ( the more u help the more trouble it is )... =/...

then on my way home, the train is damn crowded la... literally everyone is

packed like sardines in the cabin la...

incident 1 : then got this kong guan employee i wonder

when is the last time she wash her hair la... so god damn SMELLY la can...

i stand behind n breath for 2 train-stop la.. almost faint... *omg*...

incident 2 : then after tat the worse aint over... got one woman while standing leaned

back ONTO me... then i keep moving back n the most amazing

thing is she leaned even back onto me... until i say in kinda of loud voice i say

' u feeling very shiok ar, i moved back u leaned even back... '

' u wan lean go lean on ya bf la...'

' n kinda stand away from me la... i feel so violated la...'

hahaa... i damn evil la can...

wat a ' interesting ' day i have la... TOTALLY SUCKS LA... cant do things well

and make it even worse... =/... totally la... i sucks la... i can never do things well

la... sure got error de... haiz... why is it always like tat...

haay all... long time no see... hahaaa...

well went to dxo on sat n drink again, as usual i never get to walk out

sober la... was drunk again... but was not pissed drunk la... can walk la...

hehee... why always drunk one sia... btw saw my sec sch friends there seh...

aaron, guowei, hong rui and john's cousin... n ya john is out to make us drunk...

or the drinks we order he like double e shots... hmmmm... is 4x the shots...

hahaa... but he rox la... =)...

went for interview on mon at suntec city e DONUT FACTORY... intend

to work there as counter staff or server la... they say i got the job but starting

work next week... training this week... gonna wait for their phone call on wed

which is tomolo la... but if got friends ask me out before them i will heck care

e job de... lol... can imagine i working at donut factory... but dont let my crazy

school mates know or not i sure become donut delivery de... hahaa...

holidays really sucks if u got aint anything to do... bored to e core...

going crazy le... need to go out... but no funds... anione so kind to provide me... hahaa... i dont wanna jus take i wanna work for it... anione got job intro ma... must tell me first hand ar...

kk... nothing interseting to blog also... go koon liao la... boring nite... nothing to do at all le... HAIZ.... =/

WOOHHOOOO... EXAMS over le... cool huh... after 1 whole week of
studying and exams... its finally over today... YEAH...

hehe... going dxo later to relac myself and drink... lets hope i will
remain sober this after today... in which i will...

i never realise tat i have caused so much trouble to all my sch friends...
was told bout wat terrible or dreaded things i did... i was so like no face...
i never realise they still rememeber wat i did after so long... i also never realise
i never appologise straightaway... but luckily things has bee settled already...
i have changed for e better le... feel so awful la...

kk... let all this unhappy things behind n start anew... gonna prep go out le...
ciaoz all... =)...

hahaaa... this is wat i m feeling right now...

yesh... i m so hay-wired wit all the studying

i m doing now... so gonna relac when all

this is over man... =)...

exams week rocks la... so 'FUN' and so much 'JOY' in it... ni ah ma... #%#$&@%&!&!%&%...
cost control is like easy but maybe is i stupid i cant understand it...
but i know the meaning n working le... but all my friends is still mugging... hmmmm... something might be wrong... wats is it... i need to figure it out...
oh shit... i need go back n re-mugging the book again... freaking thick book la... -.-...

heard from mr baljit, tat our new CE who is Dr Chua is liasing with hotels n casinos in macau
and dont know where la... n if it works we can go overseas for attachment le... i m so gonna be
the freaking first to sign up la... even though i know it will be a very tough decision but who cares la... nothing is worth me staying in singapore... i m going there n not coming back anymore is there is a chance... literally is singapore sucks n it still sucks...

my own thinking:
everything in this world sucks huge la...
nothing worth my concern...
nothing interesting...
nothing pretty...
nothing is worth looking twice, e most a glance n tats it...
nothing good, nothing evil...
nothing fun...
nothing exciting...
nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing...
seriously nothing at all is worth the nothing i m looking at this world...

die die... exams in 1 week time, which is next mon la... hahaa... time for muggginggg le...
must pass all... currently fail POA nia... but cannot think too much... must pass all for the exams...

n i would like to tell one biatch tat i know... u tell me things n ask me not to say i kept my word. but u go round telling people wat i say unwillingly or accidently bout u... why... ?? wanna to gain
sympathy huh... nvm... its e TRUTH anyway... wat truth will come out eventually one... let them
all see for themselves... n one thing u say u dont quite like tat guy but u can still go close to
him and wat u r going to mislead him again huh... hahaaa... that poor guy... shld i tell him not...
but u always act fraile act weak act TWO HEADED... GOD DAMN it la... u r jus like a FREAKING TWO HEADED SNAKE la... twisting e truth n so many shit faces of yours...

hahaaa... n one more thing when u drunk u go hug guy n sllp wit him... god knows wat happen...
did i say it out... NO... ! BLOODY BIATCH... think it well... wat u say i keep in... but all your actions i totally cant stand it... IF u can see this THINK IT WELL IN ya FAT HEADED SHIT ASS BRAIN OF YOURS... oh ya... u shld be able to think la... cause u freaking got 2 shit head... or shit head cant be used to think... hahaaa...

ok... cool down le... but i think i can do without this friend of my... totally crap n shit...
dont except me to forgive u so easily... =)...

hahaa... finally hand in banquet operation and cost control project today... relac a bit
liao le... but still got e dreaded thurs presentation le...

when to work wit ace n zee at fort canning park to work as servers n bartenders...
we help setting up e place at 5...
we had to do girly stuff la...
e.g
- pluck flower petals n scatter on e floor
- tie flower stalk wit gliterie ribbion
- wear the aparon so tight like as if like WEARING BRA la... =/...

so sucky la... shit ass... but overall is fun working...
e food is so nice la... beer is like so light tat i cant get drunk on la... lolz...
n btw its GERMAN food n beer catering...

n its offically 1 mth 3 days since i last smk... n its a miracle today that
when i work i dont feel at all cigeratte crave... cause i m always lighting
up when i work last time la... so ya la... =)... been feeling much refresh
since i quit smking... hahaa...