wOots... =D...

yesterday had been a very busy day....

afternoon - go see show wit ace, sean, christine, gary n samatha... went Lido to see Resident Evil - the extinction... the storyline so so only la... neever get to bored me totally la... ending is so textbook style la... u all go n see then u will know... dont wanna spoil e storyline... hahaa... then went to Carls' Junior for dinner... is when i dropped the metal chair n " BANG " dropped on the floor n everyoe literally stare at me sia... pai seh... =/...

evening - went to ain house for hari raya... saw jess, bud, sit, azrul, izanni, siti n mazalan... stay there for awhile listening to them singing malay karaoke n i cant understand a single word... wahahhaaaa...

night - went to mos... litearlly wait for 1hr plus for all to arrive... finally meet up wit Racheal after 1yr... =Pp...
sorry eh... been too busy n lost hp lead to the lost contact till we get back in contact... but u trimmer liao le... hahaa... went off at 4plus... want to get home... but in e end see show outside... as normal la... fight la... but i can see the whole show la... grp of drunkards friends shout at each other.... then one stupid ang mo thought is shouting at him... then the ang mo got angry n refused to let the guy leave on the cab... n in the end u all shld know wat happen rite.... hahaa... then i lan lan jus sit there n see till e end la... flagged down a cab n reached how home at 6.30am... wOots...

next morning - reached home bathe n sllp at 7... sllp until 5 plus in e evening.... wahhaa... wat a day to spend my afternoon sunday... or shld i say my entire sunday... wahahaa....

( below contain offensive words... if u will feel offended dont scroll or read downwards.. thks eh... hahaa... )













here i m again... this time is to complain again... haiz...
was in a fight wit e donut factory cleaner...
i cant expect such a small thing n tat CHAO CHEE BYE NA BEI CHEE BYE GAY HENRY go tell a FAT n OILY NORMAN bout such a small thing...

i ask him why he tell norman
n this is wat he say : i cannot dont tell him cause i m required to do so to report to him every single detail

such a bloody small thing kana blew up by tat BLOODY BASTARD HENRY... FUCKING ASSHOLE...
but really la... who cares la... n HE CANT BLOODY TELL ME IN THE FACE... SO FUCKING HUM JI must sms me... but nvm la... work there also no kana appreciated so FUCK care it la... can go back thumper or go
work curry house with my army friend... n more things gonna happen to donut factory... wait u asshole HENRY n FAT ASS NORMAN... jus wait n see...

wwwweeeee.... went donut factory get pay jus now... n get more than expected... cool huh...
but all will be going to pay for my bike license le.... haiz... =/...
today a biatch totally spoil my whole day... blood pimple infested face... show attitude...
lucky u my friend's friend or not i sure SHOOT u till u no face... GOD DAMN IT LA... CANT WAIT THEN GOD DAMN IT N SCRAM LA... the WORLD doesnt own u la... BITCH... sorry for the offensive words... but this is jus me speaking wat i feel...
literally kana " PANG SEH " by charlotte n madeline... then went drinking wit YE n nelson n one of their bro...
finished 15 bottles of TIGER BEER... totally whacked... take bus home n sllp through e journey n missed
my stop by 2 bus-stop gonna walk all e way back la... omg la... but in the end reached home in one piece...
cpme back msn n NUAI madeline... poor thing kana by me... hahaa... who ask u online still...
kk... gonna go rest le... still got a bit high on TIGER BEER.... wahahaa...

cheers all n bless all... =)...

wOots... =D... sorry eh.... so long no blog le... no choice la... been busy wit work n school... e last few weeks

is jus rushing from sch to work... but work at donut factory is such a bore... lousy management, lousy n useless comments, lousy atmosphere, lousy ah... to be more specific IS EVERYTHING TAT IS LOUSY LA...

been working for 3 mths plus coming 4 le... n GOD DAMN IT LA... even probation time also gone liao la... n

my stupid gay boss never FREAKING pay me more la... =/... n today kana literally blasted by the supervisor over one incident... one dont know who serves a customer n gif her attitude n the customer emailed the BLOODY gay boss n he shoots it down to e managers... all kana... haiz... bloody BITCH... nvm enough of all this shit la... i m getting bored of all this liao... so gonna quit n go back thumper n work... PAY IS $8/hr la... haiz... mixed feelings le... =/...

n oh ya... i went for BLOOD DONATION yesterday at raffles place mrt station... kinda of cool la...

n below is e BLOOD PICS la... enjoy eh.... hahaa... n ya e nurse there is good... no bruises after tat... good good pass pass... lol...

needles, n tude connecting to my arm... =)...

me n my bag of BLOOD

ok so i can really conclude le... one of my manager aint know wat is he doing... he aint know anything bout fnb jus to know tat he is a cleanliness freak... hahaaa... i can finish washing bout 60 trays in bout 1 hr... but he wash only 10 in a hr... so 'fast' ar... so wat 2 person washing is waste of resources... wat crap la... 2 wash faster n then can go do other things rite... he simply dont know how to think la... haiz... imagine gonna work wit him... =...

worked yesterday after sch till 11+... reached home 12+... sllp at 1 la... damn tired can... i fell asleep once i lay down on the bed... n woke up late for sch... woke up n see why the sky so
'BRIGHT' n SHIT... n see hp clock n realise its 7.10am... n sch start at 8 la... rushed to bathe n took a cab to sch... n WASTE $15++... sianz... n reached sch... it rain n lesson held back 15 mins... omg la... can take mrt n save money one la... crap sia...

enough said... working is taking up all of my free time... totally no time even for myself how to spare for u all... haiz... dont worry i will dig up some free time de... wait wait for me... hahaha...

tiirrreeedddd...
tues, thurs, sat n sun work... even though its jus 4 days of working, but its like taking out
alot of energy from me...

damn shag esp yesterday ar...
my all clever manager felt tat yesterday was having too much of staffs n sending them
home is good... but he stupidly sent home those tat is supposed to do closing one...
how clever of him... omg la... does he have a bit of brain... =/... in e end left 3 peeps inc. me
to do e 'glamours' work of closing... inc. cleaning, washing, n stuff... say wat will help us in the cleaning in the end went to polish e fridge n table top which is damn 'neccessary' la... was sent off at 11+pm when mopping n stuff not been done... cause i think the other manager can see us damn dulan la... reach home at 12.30am la... bathe n sllp until today afternoon, n was almost late for sch... haiz... if this management aint gonna improve i think i gonna quit liao... i believe i can do a better job than them la... not booasting or wat la... ITS E FREAKING TRUTH MAN...
wahahaaaa...

finally... saw the new batch of students today ar... see them come in means i left wit 1 yr in SHATEC... woohhoooo... see all the bengs n lians... scary is it... hahaa... long hair, dye hair n stuff... wait wait... the hawk is approaching... wahahaa... =)...

so long no blog liao... hahaaa...
been working since last tues till this sun non-stop...
n ya btw its donut factory i m working at... this few days i have not seen other thing other than donuts n donuts and more donuts la... i see liao also wanna puke wahahaa...
eaten n tasted enough already... so plz spare me bout talking to me bout how long must queue to get the donuts... SCARY... ARGHZ... =)... n anyone read this come find me la...
its at suntec city tower 3 beside carrefour ar... its cafe sttyle de...

why is it tat i take so long to see one's real face while it take others awhile only...
finally i seen all... all e fake smiles n hypocrite under the all ' INNOCENT' face...
stupid me... wahahhaa... say wat will change n so much... u think wat can chnage means
can change meh... u already disappoint me so many times le... even u change we cant be
friends anymore... sure got borderies even when we be friends but i think is highly
IMMPOSSIBLE la... so FORGET IT... n change all u can i dont care anymore...

watched transformers wit zee, sean, ace n adeline at westmall ar... adeline is so comical
la... watch action n robots shows also can get scared... the whole movie i was like
kana scared by her la... she will suddenly jerked back n hide under her hand which
was like TOTALLY la...

today went to sch at 8.30am n wait n wait... then realise that we HAVE CHANGES to
our time-table ar... went to 'confront" admin... all they could say is ar... this is last min
changes n jus like tat... we were like WTF... then i jus ask why no inform us in a slight angry tone... the fat bitch could say was i dont like ya tone n ya attitude... i was like hey BITCH ya
attitude aint good also la... crap man... anyway our time-table this sem is TOTALLY SHITZ...
start early as 8am n ending at 6.30pm for mon, wed n fri... tues n thurs also like 4-5 plus end
la... haiz... anywhere new sem... WORK HARD LA ASSHOLE... btw the asshole is me la...
muahahahhaaaaa.....

today went to my xiao mei house... thought of helping her but

in the end become worse... haiz... so sorry le xiao mei... can see

u really disappointed even though u put up a happy face n say

u aint quite like the house model anyway also... damn gulity la can... no face

see u again la... haiz... i decided not to help people anymore la...

yue ban yue mang ( the more u help the more trouble it is )... =/...

then on my way home, the train is damn crowded la... literally everyone is

packed like sardines in the cabin la...

incident 1 : then got this kong guan employee i wonder

when is the last time she wash her hair la... so god damn SMELLY la can...

i stand behind n breath for 2 train-stop la.. almost faint... *omg*...

incident 2 : then after tat the worse aint over... got one woman while standing leaned

back ONTO me... then i keep moving back n the most amazing

thing is she leaned even back onto me... until i say in kinda of loud voice i say

' u feeling very shiok ar, i moved back u leaned even back... '

' u wan lean go lean on ya bf la...'

' n kinda stand away from me la... i feel so violated la...'

hahaa... i damn evil la can...

wat a ' interesting ' day i have la... TOTALLY SUCKS LA... cant do things well

and make it even worse... =/... totally la... i sucks la... i can never do things well

la... sure got error de... haiz... why is it always like tat...

haay all... long time no see... hahaaa...

well went to dxo on sat n drink again, as usual i never get to walk out

sober la... was drunk again... but was not pissed drunk la... can walk la...

hehee... why always drunk one sia... btw saw my sec sch friends there seh...

aaron, guowei, hong rui and john's cousin... n ya john is out to make us drunk...

or the drinks we order he like double e shots... hmmmm... is 4x the shots...

hahaa... but he rox la... =)...

went for interview on mon at suntec city e DONUT FACTORY... intend

to work there as counter staff or server la... they say i got the job but starting

work next week... training this week... gonna wait for their phone call on wed

which is tomolo la... but if got friends ask me out before them i will heck care

e job de... lol... can imagine i working at donut factory... but dont let my crazy

school mates know or not i sure become donut delivery de... hahaa...

holidays really sucks if u got aint anything to do... bored to e core...

going crazy le... need to go out... but no funds... anione so kind to provide me... hahaa... i dont wanna jus take i wanna work for it... anione got job intro ma... must tell me first hand ar...

kk... nothing interseting to blog also... go koon liao la... boring nite... nothing to do at all le... HAIZ.... =/

WOOHHOOOO... EXAMS over le... cool huh... after 1 whole week of
studying and exams... its finally over today... YEAH...

hehe... going dxo later to relac myself and drink... lets hope i will
remain sober this after today... in which i will...

i never realise tat i have caused so much trouble to all my sch friends...
was told bout wat terrible or dreaded things i did... i was so like no face...
i never realise they still rememeber wat i did after so long... i also never realise
i never appologise straightaway... but luckily things has bee settled already...
i have changed for e better le... feel so awful la...

kk... let all this unhappy things behind n start anew... gonna prep go out le...
ciaoz all... =)...

hahaaa... this is wat i m feeling right now...

yesh... i m so hay-wired wit all the studying

i m doing now... so gonna relac when all

this is over man... =)...

exams week rocks la... so 'FUN' and so much 'JOY' in it... ni ah ma... #%#$&@%&!&!%&%...
cost control is like easy but maybe is i stupid i cant understand it...
but i know the meaning n working le... but all my friends is still mugging... hmmmm... something might be wrong... wats is it... i need to figure it out...
oh shit... i need go back n re-mugging the book again... freaking thick book la... -.-...

heard from mr baljit, tat our new CE who is Dr Chua is liasing with hotels n casinos in macau
and dont know where la... n if it works we can go overseas for attachment le... i m so gonna be
the freaking first to sign up la... even though i know it will be a very tough decision but who cares la... nothing is worth me staying in singapore... i m going there n not coming back anymore is there is a chance... literally is singapore sucks n it still sucks...

my own thinking:
everything in this world sucks huge la...
nothing worth my concern...
nothing interesting...
nothing pretty...
nothing is worth looking twice, e most a glance n tats it...
nothing good, nothing evil...
nothing fun...
nothing exciting...
nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing...
seriously nothing at all is worth the nothing i m looking at this world...

die die... exams in 1 week time, which is next mon la... hahaa... time for muggginggg le...
must pass all... currently fail POA nia... but cannot think too much... must pass all for the exams...

n i would like to tell one biatch tat i know... u tell me things n ask me not to say i kept my word. but u go round telling people wat i say unwillingly or accidently bout u... why... ?? wanna to gain
sympathy huh... nvm... its e TRUTH anyway... wat truth will come out eventually one... let them
all see for themselves... n one thing u say u dont quite like tat guy but u can still go close to
him and wat u r going to mislead him again huh... hahaaa... that poor guy... shld i tell him not...
but u always act fraile act weak act TWO HEADED... GOD DAMN it la... u r jus like a FREAKING TWO HEADED SNAKE la... twisting e truth n so many shit faces of yours...

hahaaa... n one more thing when u drunk u go hug guy n sllp wit him... god knows wat happen...
did i say it out... NO... ! BLOODY BIATCH... think it well... wat u say i keep in... but all your actions i totally cant stand it... IF u can see this THINK IT WELL IN ya FAT HEADED SHIT ASS BRAIN OF YOURS... oh ya... u shld be able to think la... cause u freaking got 2 shit head... or shit head cant be used to think... hahaaa...

ok... cool down le... but i think i can do without this friend of my... totally crap n shit...
dont except me to forgive u so easily... =)...

hahaa... finally hand in banquet operation and cost control project today... relac a bit
liao le... but still got e dreaded thurs presentation le...

when to work wit ace n zee at fort canning park to work as servers n bartenders...
we help setting up e place at 5...
we had to do girly stuff la...
e.g
- pluck flower petals n scatter on e floor
- tie flower stalk wit gliterie ribbion
- wear the aparon so tight like as if like WEARING BRA la... =/...

so sucky la... shit ass... but overall is fun working...
e food is so nice la... beer is like so light tat i cant get drunk on la... lolz...
n btw its GERMAN food n beer catering...

n its offically 1 mth 3 days since i last smk... n its a miracle today that
when i work i dont feel at all cigeratte crave... cause i m always lighting
up when i work last time la... so ya la... =)... been feeling much refresh
since i quit smking... hahaa...

last week is e WORSE week i have been through...
its was e week to pass up e banquet ops project...
and when i completed it and sending to my friends for burning into a cd...
the worse happen... my FREAKING lap top go AWOL on me... it CRASHED...
it was like ya TOTALLY UH-HUH... i was LIKE LITERALLY LIKE GONE STILL
for 5 mins... i was like oh my F**KING god i m dead la...

Forgo sch the next day n ran off to sim lim sq n ask them to check my lap top.
All was like cut throat when i told them i need it urgently... diagnois n repair was like
min of $150... -.- ... in e end jus end up wit a diagnois check tat cost $30 n they told
me its was ya software problem... =(... rushed back to sch.. and told mr baljit n he was
like YA RITE... COM CRASH... luckily i got miss lilian lim to "testify" for me... in the
end heng ar... mr baljit let us pass up at a later date...

thurs, fri and sat was like rushing like hell la... totally did all e powerpoint from ground zero
n totally from scratch la... its not difficult but its time-consuming n alot of work... haiz... but
luckily i did everything today... I FINISHED... happy happy... =)

sch was full of hypocrites and i was like becoming one like real soon la... sianz...
they dont know tat wat they say will hurt people and they like enjoy it so much...
wat can u do... blame them or the up-bringing their parents gif them...
everybody in this world is hiding behind so many masks detering them
from using their real mask to look at world or let the world to look at them...
tell u wat la... plz look at yaself n tell yaself and able to let people know tat u
r flawless then u come critise others... if not get e fcuk off n look at ya pathetic face
in ya mirror... people who follow other r spinless shit... get a life n USE ya own BRAINS
n think... dont think tat wat people noramlly do is correct... n dont follow blindly
esp. those who got police record... i m not directing this to anione...

heeellloo... its been awhile since i blog... hahaa... =)...

dont know wat i have been busy wit le... maybe too lazy la...



projects this term is a killer... 1 banq ops can kill a group of 6

of all their brain cells... hahaa... extreme rite... but its e truth la..

almost done been doing slides for presentation... xD... n its gonna

be finish soon... so ya la... can relac le ba... then prepare for

presentation which would be e killer.... -.-... think liao no mood...



n ya its been bout 3 weeks already when i say GOOD BYE to MARLBORO,

LnM n DAVIDDOFF le... ( 28/04/07 to 20/o5/07 ) a total of 22 days le... YEAH...

n dont ask me why i choosee date 28/04/07 to quit... aint got any meaning at all...

jus feel like quiting then quit lo... =)... but amazing le...i aint got e smkers signs...

eg. running nose, loss of temper etc... but during the first few days i was like

very restless can sit still at all....

( to all smkers to try to quit n fail is good, but if never even bother to try n say i

really cant then you r totally useless )... ^^ v....



recently went jogging on thurs... almost died la... its been like 1 yr plus since i ORD

n since i jogged... went for 1 n half round bishan park 2... run finish liao so shiok

but after tat came e more "SHIOK " my thigh went AWOL n start cramp...

walk also WOAH... e pain lasted 2 days... today felt a bit only...n its time to go

jogging again tomolo... been gaining a bit weight... -.- ... ok ok la...

MASSIVE weight gain can... win liao lo... hahaa...



k k... got to go back do project n do cost control project... realise i havent even start

a single question... muahahaaa.... =)

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lol... been so long since i blog... hahaaaa....
first of all, i failed my POA la... cant blame been sllping in class during lesson. ( 31/70 )...
muahahhaaa... shit rite... =)...

Projects after Projects... killing all of my brain cells... worse is banq ops... luckily got GOOD team . esp. Leader - Adeline n all e team mates ace, joey, rachel n christine... we received good remarks from Mr Baljit n he say our project is up to mark n schedule...so cool la...

waahhaaaa... sun gonna be burnt doing project... =(...

mon no need GO sch... but burnt doing project again... ARGHZZZZZ.....




to my xiao mei~~~aiyoz... why u fall so sick so often one le... n when u fall sick is those serious one like high fever n sorts...=/ ... must take care of yaself u know... take more vitamins esp vitamin C hoh... u better take by yaself or not i buy n stuff all into ya mouth * evil grins *


( my last stick of cigeratte since 28/04/07 till 10/05/07 )
lol.. i have been going smk free for 13 days already... =)

You are Red Tiger, who is not shy, and are able to keep rock-steady stance to whoever approaches you.

Your looks represent your characteristic, and you look good natured.Nevertheless, there are delicate, sensitive and intelligent sides to you. And you sometimes give an impression of being difficult to get to know.

You have high self esteem and you carry out thing on your own pace.

You have strong will power and are a person of mettle.

You can finish fatigue duties like putting together a plastic model, even if takes ages. But you demand the same effort from those around you.

You tend to be too critical, and may be seen as a nagging person.

You think high of your points of view.

You only judge others with your scale.

You can be hard minded and obstinate person, as you tend to stick to your opinion and not change it easily.But really, you are able to look at situation as a whole, and are a well-balanced person.

You tend to be good at putting together the plans and ideas of your fellow workers.

You are not very good at planning from the beginning and coming up with ideas.

You wish to succeed and carry out things all by yourself.

You dislike being told what to do, and get help from others.

You will have hard time as a fresh recruit.

You tend to be not good at reading other peoples minds.

lol... i stop smking for like 9 days le... its such a feat man... hahahaaa.. xiao mei~~~ i wouldnt disappoint u again... i rememeber i break e promise but this time i will keep it no matter wat... =)...

today is such a "eventful day " ... literallly argued wit my mother over wat my cousins getting.... DEGREES, DIPOLMA... so... monthly minium $3000... so wat sia ... accountant wit ACCA standard... big huh... working at prestigous company so wat... get loss la... i getting so depressed until i wanna withdraw from my freaking course la...

i was like cant stop comparing... then my mum say why cannot talk huh... cannot talk bout someone else kids is it... then i replied : sure why not... if tat person can stand it for me is SHIT la... i cant stand people comparing me wit other one else... its like crap la... each got each individual standard la...

let me live wat i wan now la... cause u will never know wat will jappen to u tomolo la... u may be living n breathing now... but e next instant u r dead la... DEAD u know... so why wanna controlled my life until like tat... i literally hate my life la.. everything isnt going my way la... my studies my personel life... everything is like goping downhill man... its way downhill u can never see e botttom...let me tell u man... it sucks really... sometimes i tell myself i m i freaking born into this pathetic world... SHIT u man... u know who i mean... the all "MIGHTY" asshole upstairs... beside i now m non-religious... neither christian nor buddhist.... i given up on all this shit... yes i dare say its shit ....

hhhahaaa... u may all see i happy go lucky now... dont be fool man... i may burst anytime soon.... so dont get tooo close to me or u will get hurt ... i m jus a no life asshole.... hahahha..... anyway even though my life sucks .. <>

STOP SMOKING

omg ... i have not smk since last sat... its a miracle... intended to quit ma... so try not to smk....

imagine la... been smking for 7 yrs le... say quit means quit meh... aiyo.... e first 2 days is killer

man... so restless cant sit still even for 5 mins... must walk around...

sat to tues - never go out in case walk past 7-11 or mamak shop. will die sia... see all e cigerattes... WOAH...

today manage to survive sch witout touching a stick man... i m so gonna keep to my principals of saying going to quit then must quit... i sure i can quit wit my willpower... =)... everybody i need ya morale support man... say u all will be behind me... lol... =)

QUIT SMOKING

Here are some memories of Crystal Mirror... =)

* the pioneer batch of commis wit e staff of crystal mirror *

* interior of crystal mirror*

* bar of crystal mirror *

* e entrance of crystal mirror *

* me, angela, fadz, azzan (top) *

* interior of crystal mirror *

* another sight of entrance of crystal mirror *


Crystal Mirror went off into the wind yesterday... After 2 mths, standing at the padang and serving over thousands of distinguished guests... e crystal mirror bow off with style on 29th Sunday and never to come back... been once in a lifetime experience for me serving fine french cruisine... may be tiring but its one hell of an experience... that only a fraction of people can experience n i m glad i m one of them... BYE BYE CRYSTAL MIRROR gonna miss u ... n to all e captains tat i have worked wit... esp to judy " FEI FEI " she been a great help even though i argued wit her when i go there for e first day n its so stupid la. hahaa... =P...

omg... i stayed home for this entire weekend... reason: noone ask out le... =( ... haha.. jus joking...
the reason is i too lazy to go out n stay home can save money le... literally stay home n slack... wake up, eat, msn, tv, msn, sllp .... for the 2 days its like tat... so shiok... never do this for so long liao... but cant le.. gonna go find job n feed myself... lol... poor n pennliess me... haiz...
tests is coming n i havent start studying yet... how how.... someone telll me le...
nothing really to blog als.... so shall stop here... =)

*to all my friends stay healthy n study hard hoh...

yesterday, went down to "Crystal Mirror" for e umpteen times already jus for e quality service projects... omg... hahaa... manage to get some interviews wit hafiz, azzan, bryan, judy n mr garhat... fun seh... upon reaching there saw fadz n angie... poor fadz got a crushed toe.. in cast n still go down crystal mirror for project.. hardworking gal sia... CHEERS.... lol...

help up at crystal mirror kitchen after tat... so fun... first time working in a kitchen... nice seh... then wait for john to finish up.,. then went home wit ace n john... haha.. this is how i spent my friday nite... crap sia... but friends is more impt.. lol.. =)

* below is a pic of fadz wit her bandaged up leg.. muahhahahaaaa..

lol... wat m i doing... ?? i m starting to blog also.. maybe i m darned bored thats why... sch this semester has been a killer wit so much projects... n i m going "brain-dried" ... lols...can tat be possible not le.. hmmmm...
aiyoz.. jus start blogging so nothing much to say either... i m leading a plain n original life also so nothing much to blog also... =)...
n ya one more thing is tat i promise not to get pissed drunk anymore... e last time i did get pissed drunk i lost my N73.. gods man.. =... n most imptly is wat i said tat hurt my good friend, u may never get to see this blog of mine... but wat i wanna to tell u is tat i m TRUELLY SORRY... PLZ FORGIVE ME... i regreted everything..i jus hope u get put back e trust u have in me again... n carry on be my good friend... haiz... dont think it will be possible also... so nvm u got lotsof other friends also... without me also nothing lost...