last week is e WORSE week i have been through...
its was e week to pass up e banquet ops project...
and when i completed it and sending to my friends for burning into a cd...
the worse happen... my FREAKING lap top go AWOL on me... it CRASHED...
it was like ya TOTALLY UH-HUH... i was LIKE LITERALLY LIKE GONE STILL
for 5 mins... i was like oh my F**KING god i m dead la...

Forgo sch the next day n ran off to sim lim sq n ask them to check my lap top.
All was like cut throat when i told them i need it urgently... diagnois n repair was like
min of $150... -.- ... in e end jus end up wit a diagnois check tat cost $30 n they told
me its was ya software problem... =(... rushed back to sch.. and told mr baljit n he was
like YA RITE... COM CRASH... luckily i got miss lilian lim to "testify" for me... in the
end heng ar... mr baljit let us pass up at a later date...

thurs, fri and sat was like rushing like hell la... totally did all e powerpoint from ground zero
n totally from scratch la... its not difficult but its time-consuming n alot of work... haiz... but
luckily i did everything today... I FINISHED... happy happy... =)

sch was full of hypocrites and i was like becoming one like real soon la... sianz...
they dont know tat wat they say will hurt people and they like enjoy it so much...
wat can u do... blame them or the up-bringing their parents gif them...
everybody in this world is hiding behind so many masks detering them
from using their real mask to look at world or let the world to look at them...
tell u wat la... plz look at yaself n tell yaself and able to let people know tat u
r flawless then u come critise others... if not get e fcuk off n look at ya pathetic face
in ya mirror... people who follow other r spinless shit... get a life n USE ya own BRAINS
n think... dont think tat wat people noramlly do is correct... n dont follow blindly
esp. those who got police record... i m not directing this to anione...

heeellloo... its been awhile since i blog... hahaa... =)...

dont know wat i have been busy wit le... maybe too lazy la...



projects this term is a killer... 1 banq ops can kill a group of 6

of all their brain cells... hahaa... extreme rite... but its e truth la..

almost done been doing slides for presentation... xD... n its gonna

be finish soon... so ya la... can relac le ba... then prepare for

presentation which would be e killer.... -.-... think liao no mood...



n ya its been bout 3 weeks already when i say GOOD BYE to MARLBORO,

LnM n DAVIDDOFF le... ( 28/04/07 to 20/o5/07 ) a total of 22 days le... YEAH...

n dont ask me why i choosee date 28/04/07 to quit... aint got any meaning at all...

jus feel like quiting then quit lo... =)... but amazing le...i aint got e smkers signs...

eg. running nose, loss of temper etc... but during the first few days i was like

very restless can sit still at all....

( to all smkers to try to quit n fail is good, but if never even bother to try n say i

really cant then you r totally useless )... ^^ v....



recently went jogging on thurs... almost died la... its been like 1 yr plus since i ORD

n since i jogged... went for 1 n half round bishan park 2... run finish liao so shiok

but after tat came e more "SHIOK " my thigh went AWOL n start cramp...

walk also WOAH... e pain lasted 2 days... today felt a bit only...n its time to go

jogging again tomolo... been gaining a bit weight... -.- ... ok ok la...

MASSIVE weight gain can... win liao lo... hahaa...



k k... got to go back do project n do cost control project... realise i havent even start

a single question... muahahaaa.... =)

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lol... been so long since i blog... hahaaaa....
first of all, i failed my POA la... cant blame been sllping in class during lesson. ( 31/70 )...
muahahhaaa... shit rite... =)...

Projects after Projects... killing all of my brain cells... worse is banq ops... luckily got GOOD team . esp. Leader - Adeline n all e team mates ace, joey, rachel n christine... we received good remarks from Mr Baljit n he say our project is up to mark n schedule...so cool la...

waahhaaaa... sun gonna be burnt doing project... =(...

mon no need GO sch... but burnt doing project again... ARGHZZZZZ.....




to my xiao mei~~~aiyoz... why u fall so sick so often one le... n when u fall sick is those serious one like high fever n sorts...=/ ... must take care of yaself u know... take more vitamins esp vitamin C hoh... u better take by yaself or not i buy n stuff all into ya mouth * evil grins *


( my last stick of cigeratte since 28/04/07 till 10/05/07 )
lol.. i have been going smk free for 13 days already... =)

You are Red Tiger, who is not shy, and are able to keep rock-steady stance to whoever approaches you.

Your looks represent your characteristic, and you look good natured.Nevertheless, there are delicate, sensitive and intelligent sides to you. And you sometimes give an impression of being difficult to get to know.

You have high self esteem and you carry out thing on your own pace.

You have strong will power and are a person of mettle.

You can finish fatigue duties like putting together a plastic model, even if takes ages. But you demand the same effort from those around you.

You tend to be too critical, and may be seen as a nagging person.

You think high of your points of view.

You only judge others with your scale.

You can be hard minded and obstinate person, as you tend to stick to your opinion and not change it easily.But really, you are able to look at situation as a whole, and are a well-balanced person.

You tend to be good at putting together the plans and ideas of your fellow workers.

You are not very good at planning from the beginning and coming up with ideas.

You wish to succeed and carry out things all by yourself.

You dislike being told what to do, and get help from others.

You will have hard time as a fresh recruit.

You tend to be not good at reading other peoples minds.

lol... i stop smking for like 9 days le... its such a feat man... hahahaaa.. xiao mei~~~ i wouldnt disappoint u again... i rememeber i break e promise but this time i will keep it no matter wat... =)...

today is such a "eventful day " ... literallly argued wit my mother over wat my cousins getting.... DEGREES, DIPOLMA... so... monthly minium $3000... so wat sia ... accountant wit ACCA standard... big huh... working at prestigous company so wat... get loss la... i getting so depressed until i wanna withdraw from my freaking course la...

i was like cant stop comparing... then my mum say why cannot talk huh... cannot talk bout someone else kids is it... then i replied : sure why not... if tat person can stand it for me is SHIT la... i cant stand people comparing me wit other one else... its like crap la... each got each individual standard la...

let me live wat i wan now la... cause u will never know wat will jappen to u tomolo la... u may be living n breathing now... but e next instant u r dead la... DEAD u know... so why wanna controlled my life until like tat... i literally hate my life la.. everything isnt going my way la... my studies my personel life... everything is like goping downhill man... its way downhill u can never see e botttom...let me tell u man... it sucks really... sometimes i tell myself i m i freaking born into this pathetic world... SHIT u man... u know who i mean... the all "MIGHTY" asshole upstairs... beside i now m non-religious... neither christian nor buddhist.... i given up on all this shit... yes i dare say its shit ....

hhhahaaa... u may all see i happy go lucky now... dont be fool man... i may burst anytime soon.... so dont get tooo close to me or u will get hurt ... i m jus a no life asshole.... hahahha..... anyway even though my life sucks .. <>

STOP SMOKING

omg ... i have not smk since last sat... its a miracle... intended to quit ma... so try not to smk....

imagine la... been smking for 7 yrs le... say quit means quit meh... aiyo.... e first 2 days is killer

man... so restless cant sit still even for 5 mins... must walk around...

sat to tues - never go out in case walk past 7-11 or mamak shop. will die sia... see all e cigerattes... WOAH...

today manage to survive sch witout touching a stick man... i m so gonna keep to my principals of saying going to quit then must quit... i sure i can quit wit my willpower... =)... everybody i need ya morale support man... say u all will be behind me... lol... =)

QUIT SMOKING